September 23, 2003 Vertical Horizon - I'm Still Here I found the pieces in my hand They were always there It just took some time for me to understand You gave me words I just can't say So if nothing else I'll just hold on while you drift away Cause everything you wanted me to hide Is everything that makes me feel alive The cities grow the rivers flow Where you are I'll never know But I'm still here If you were right and I was wrong Why are you the one who's gone And I'm still here I'm still here You've seen the ashes in my heart You smile the widest when I cry inside and my insides blow apart I try to wear another face Just to make you proud Just to make you put me in my place But everything you wanted from me Is everything that I could never be Maybe tonight it's gonna be alright I will get better Maybe today it's gonna be okay I will remember I held the pieces of my soul I was shattered And I wanted you to come and make me whole Then I saw you yesterday But you didn't notice You just walked away Cause everything you wanted me to hide Is everything that makes me feel alive The lights go out the bridges burn Once you go you can't return But I'm still here Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to run away But I'm still here I'm still here for : d. [-lovenhate-] September 13, 2003 bangku taman yg kosong kembali aku duduk disini menyandarkan letih sejenak aku mencintainya dalam diam sebab kata - kata hanya menyakiti menerbitkan muram di tepi cahaya mata tangan yg malang terus bersembunyi di balik punggung meremas cinta dulu dengan cemas nafas apakah yg kau hembus ? udara yg kutitipkan dalam kasih sayang bangku taman yg kosong kembali aku duduk disini dan ranting yg jatuh dari dahan seperti perasaan menatapmu di kejauhan ingin mengejar; tapi terlambat benar +++ dan kali ini aku sepertinya telah kehilangan harapan atas mu ? aku tak bermain lagi. selama aku bernafas - akan aku coba hingga kau melihatku. [-lovenhate-] archives August 2003 September 2003 October 2003 November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004